Myself ~~~

I realised that there are some bad attitudes of me ...those that are close to me will notice it . I hope by posting it here , it will remind me to change my attitude from time to time before it get worsens ... ..so i hope this posting will help me to learn from mistakes .. ...it applies the same concept for exam ..i will learn from exam and make sure that i dont repeat it again ... if i can do it in exam , why cant i make changes to my personality. .

I dont know whether you notice this or not .. sometimes im very impatient ... maybe due to my mood or something else .. i always do thing very fast - complete homework , study in advance for exam , eat fast , play games ...and others .. i guess the main factor that causes me to become impatient is due to online games .. everything happens so fast .. and i dont really have to wait too long .... what come across my mind , then i will do it .. I know that impatient can bring disastrous effect to my future career .. everyone has a limit in their patience .. even the teachers !! but i guess i have to suppress it at certain times ..

The other one is overconfident .. i always think that im better ... It is clearly shown in today game with jia hui ... i played Conquer with him .. i kept eating him until i didnt realise that he has a big plan in his head .. he uses time to control me as im impatient ... in the end , he conquered my whole territory .. really a nice game !! it is something that i dont get it until i experience it .. although i sacrifice my time to play ( i think of doing homework beforehand ) , i learn to look at things in wider perspective and think of the future .. If i choose to do business , this is very important ...i have to be humble at all times

Lastly , i have to remain calm at all times .. if i get nervous / panic , i cant think rationally ... a good example is during the exam .. if i feel nervous , everything that i have read , harder to be recall ... a way to control my nervous is by breathing rythmically ( according to a book ) .. so that i can relax my mind ... another method is to think of the nervous situation as a challenge ..i have to overcome it in order to succeed in life .. i read some article about sleep .. a person who dont get enough sleep tends to become nervous and angry easily ... i guess i have to sleep earlier from now on ..

HairStyle

Im very concern with my hairstyle after joining 5 Gammarians ~~ having a nice hairstyle give a fresh look to my friends and improve my self-esteem ... i prefer to have a long hair as i can do a variety of style .. in the saloon , i will ask for different style at different parts ... since the school doesnt allow very long hair , i keep the back short ... the long front layer of hair can escape easily ... ( hope my principal isnt reading :P ) ... They are a gang of my classmates who have nice hairstyle ... maybe get influnce by them :P

Do you know La-La ..? im not part of them ... im semi La-La .. i guess .. i dont want to waste my teenager life .. after im working , i cant have certain hairstyle which is not appropriate for my profession ... My father already nagging my bro to change his hairstyle as he is a lawyer ... cant have the hair spiked up .. but my bro doesnt agree with - lawyer cant spike their hair ... actually he doesnt really spike his hair .. his hair is too short until standing up at the top part ..

StaMiNa

From today onwards , im gonna undergo a series of stamina training .. yesterday , i played basketball for hours .. then im panting for breathe .. not enough training .. while i was in my uncle's house , i found out that my systolic blood pressure is 94 which is lower than the normal ( 100-140 )...actually not a lot but sometimes i feel dizzy when too tired..

My parents ask me to eat more goat meat ..which they say quite effective to treat low blood pressure .. now everyday i have to drink a variety of soup to build up my weight ~~ ( according to my grandma ) after weeks , my bro said got some difference in my facial appearance -rounder ... but i check my weight still same - 50kg !! underweight .. hahaaha ..BMI 14 !! what do you think ? can be known as skeleton king ...

My friend who used to be as thin as me advises me to go for gym + drink protein milk ... i guess not now .. today announcement SPM 101 DAYS LEFT !!! trial spm less than that ... after spm , i will go for gym ~~ build up muscle and body shape ...

Ei .. out of topic pulak ~ .. everyday after school i will cycle 20 mins non-stop ( machine ) , duck-jumping , hopping and pumping .. after few months , i guess there will be improvement .. it is not one day or one week training as consistency is very important in everything ~~ bye .. looking forward to Beijing Olympics 2008 !! All the best Malaysia ~

mOviEs

I watched 2 movies this month .. the blockbluster movie - batman , the dark knight ..and journey to the centre of Earth 3D ...

For batman , i watch 2 days after it is shown ..which is on sat in Pavilion with my family .. mid valley sold out all the tickets so we changed destination ... Actually that week i have exam , but i cant wait to watch the show ... It is 2 and half hours movie .. full of suspense from the beginning .. it starts with a bank robbing by the joker , the antagonistic character .. Then there is plan to kill the batman as the joker thinks it is fun .. he doesnt long for money ..just for excitement .. he is abused while he is still young .. there is a scar on his mouth ... While the joker trying to demand the batman to expose his identity , he kills 6 person if im not mistaken .. finally the joker is being caught .. but he manages to escape by making a phone call - cause an explosion in the police station .. in the end , the batman saves his country by capturing the joker and his accomplices .. very simple synopsis of the movie .. i guess it is better for you to watch it in the cinema

Then today i watched Journey to the centre of the Earth .. very knowledgable movie .. Frankly speaking , this is my first time watching 3D movie for 2 hours .. my eyes are not adapted to the 3D surrounding in the beginning . my eyes get tired easily .. dont know because of the glasses or due to my tireness .. it is all about a professor who explores the centre of the Earth with a woman and his nephew .. In the story , i learnt a lot of scientific terms .. for example , magnesium is flammable :P get ignited easily .. and others .. they are trap in the centre of the Earth .. they have to escape before the temperature raises to 130 fahrenheit as human cant survive in that temperature .. they went through the sea , dessert and others .. they also encounter dinasour and other extinct animals .. an eye-openor movie .. the 3D effect enhances the suspense ...

No Blogging ?

My principal feels very disappointed when he reads a few person's blog ... he said it is full of vulgar language .. and also critising their parents and friends .. He said " it is open for public .. so everything you write will be read by everyone in the world .. you have to be responsible on what you have written .. "

In the past , there is no blogging .. so people express their thought and opinion in their own diary .. So they have the freedom to write what they wanted .. but blogging has some guidelines to be followed ... Malaysia has reinforced certain rules to prevent everyone to debate on a sensitive issue which may disrupt the harmony of the country ... There is also copyright and other stuffs ..

The principal cant imagine what is the future generation gonna to be .. after he has read the blog .. it is very different from the past .. where people do not have all these technology that may contribute to some impacts on the society if misuse .. He advised us to erase certain posts which do not sound appropriate as it symbolises our personality ..

The future generations are the asset of the country .. My acc teacher gets very annoyed with my class last week ... That day , my class went to lab to watch video of development of a foetus .. i guess it is too interesting until everyone doesnt want to go back to class although the bell has rung .. Actually i wanted to go back but the video was quite interesting and i dont want to spoil the excitement .. However the acc teacher was waiting in the class for 20 mins .. i guess she gets very annoyed as we dont have the commitment to study acc ... she planned everything in advance since the beginning of the year .. she wants to finish the syllabus so that we can do revision before the trial exam .. She emphasizes that the school doesnt force her to finish the syllabus .. it is all for us .. while she was lecturing , i saw tears in her eyes .. she got very emotional .. she is a kind teacher .. she is willing to give extra class if she has the opportunity .. she also asked us to take Economic subject in the future so that we know the current situation of the country ... it is a great help in the future ..

A successful Charity Fiesta

Actually , my school announced the result on Monday .. But i was busy with the exam .. The total collected exceeded the target set by the school rm 300000 ... Thanks to everyone .. we managed to raise a total of rm 450000 ... That is quite a lot !! I guess the charity fiesta earned the most with the selling of coupons with the overwhelming response from the parents and students .. i saw a parent carrying around rm 400 coupons to be spend ..

For the highest individual sale of coupons , it is won by a form 2 student who bought rm 6000 coupons !!!!! he , himself managed to sell so many coupons ... i cant figure out how he sell it .. His generousity in giving donation to those who are unfortunate should be set as an example .. Without doubt , his class became the one that bought the most coupons .... with the prize reward of rm 300 ..

Being Active Again

The exam has just over .. Since it is just a normal test , it is less stressful .. I realise that copying answer has become a habit for certain students .. It really disappoints the teacher when they found out that we are copying .. they teach us with much dedication , but we dont appreciate and apply it ....

I understand that the test is a way to examine our level and help us identify our mistakes so we dont repeat doing the same mistakes ..... My eng teacher got very frustrated yesterday as she found out that there are students who copied .. how ? she understands us very much .. so she knows our standard and capability to score in particular subject .. when she found out that a student who is not good in eng can score so well , i guess it is very obvious that he/she copy ..

My principal asks us to switch off the handphone when doing the exam ( not put silent ) .. as we can easily sms each other in the toilet ... or for those daredevils , they have the skill to sms while doing exam .. Actually i dont really switch off my hp ... lazy to switch on and off ... just keep it silent as the teacher wont check one by one ..

For those who cant score well , copying is not the solution ... that is my advice .

Study

Today is friday .. got more time to study sej and bm .. i just allocate 3 hours so study bm at last minute which i think is sufficient to cover novel and tatabahasa .. For sej , i studied a few weeks ago .. so im afraid i cant remember all the facts so i read again .. it took me shorter time to read again as it is just recalling back what i have studied ..

I found a new way to study sej more effectively .. i read , then recall back .. then i write the short notes at the side of my textbook so quick reference can be made before exam ... i can also read the short notes before start reading the lengthy facts .. i also make a rough mind map while reading .. can link those similar facts together .....i do not keep those mind map as it is kinda hard to read .... and i dont want waste my time decorating the mind map ..

guess i sleep now so that im alert and can recall better .. since this is monthly test , there is not much stress .. tomorrow im going to watch batman return at night with family .. it is a good way to relax my mind ...good nitez ~~ wish everyone good luck !!

Fiesta

Last Sat , my school organized a meaningful event - Charity Fiesta 2008 .. The main purpose is quite obvious - charity .. For the past few weeks , i have been asking people to join me .. but a lot didnt turn up - exam , lazy and other stuffs . i brought 2 frens - Guo Dung and Hon Lean .. both of them are members of the buddhist organization somewhere in kl ( generous friends ) .. On behalf of the school , thanks for your contribution .. Every cents does make some different to the those who need it ..

All the money collected are donated to different - rumah orang cacat , orphanage and others .. The principal reassured as that they will not take any money for the expenses .All the expenditure are sponsored by parents and school ... Even the singers came voluntary ..

It was the first time i went for a private school carnival .. i went to a few carnivals nearby my house .. It is a lot different from other carnivals .. There are around 38 food stalls ( if im not mistaken ) and around 12 game stalls .. The main attraction there is the performance at the stage .. it caught a lot people attention when there were getting tired of walking around .. they can just simply sit down and watch the performance by the singers and school dancers .. There was also lion dance performed by the lion dance club in my school .. The opening ceremony by the Menteri Besar Selangor was at 8.30 .. i missed that as i reached there at 9.30 .. couldnt wake up that early ...

The stage at the basketball court was shaded with a nylon net .. block almost 50 % of the sunlight .. Then there was an inflated floor for fighting with large weapon which was sponsored by parents .. Other games were designed by different clubs with the cooperation of students and teachers .. There was also a counter strike competition .. takes shorter time per game compared to DOTA .. one team consists of 5 players .. i play at home with other players .. i died more than kill .. so i decided not to bring shame to my team ..

The first food that i bought was curry mee .. which costed rm 5 .. quite exp .. just want to buy something from my cousin's stall and filled up my stomach in the morning ... Since it was for charity , everything is quite exp . Bubble tea - rm 5 , nasi lemak with chicken - rm 8 , sushi - rm 5 , mixed rice - rm 8 ... and others .. So my friends who owned rm 60 coupon can spend all easily ... ( principal demanded everyone to buy rm 60 each person ) - thus , before the event , the school managed to collect rm 75000 .. quite a large sum of $$ for a school with so few students compared to government school ..

Each games required rm 2 coupon for few tries .. if win , then we will get a token to exchange stuffs .. Hon Lean and Guo Dung exchanged for a hair gel ( not full ).. he said the hair gel was rejected by the company and sponsored for the charity ... who knows ? For 35 tokens - get a ipod shuffle , 100 tokens - PS2 or IPOD NANO !! .. my classmate - yoke lim managed to get the ipod nano !! he is a good gamers and has a lot friends help him out .. Congratz yoke lim !!

There were very few stalls which sell drinks that day .. the bubble tea had a long queue .. it was so unorganized as the people didnt line up .. fortunately , the seller has a good memory .. he can remember who arrived first and later .. i waited for 20 mins just to get 2 cup of bubble tea .. i guess it is sponsored by outsiders as there are certain machine used to shake the tea ..

There was an auction to dump the OM education founder - Mr Hanif into the swimming pool .. he has to sit on a place above the swimming pool .. then a person will throw a ball at the target .. if hit , he will drop off the seat into the water .. It is a express way to get $$ .. i guess a lot people want to dump our principal into the water .. but i didnt watch until his turn ...

There is one malay singer - Isaac who sends his children to this school to study .. he came voluntary to perform for a short while .. although he has a busy schedule. .. he is a good entertainer .. dance very well and perform very well on the stage ..

i will enclose the photos in the next post .. bye .. have to prepare for the coming exam next Sat .. bubye..

Music Station

i shouldnt be writing blog now .. it is already 11.30 pm .. i should be sleeping ... why am i here ? it is because my bro doesnt switch off the comp since last night .. so i have no choice but to switch off myself .. when i get close to the comp , im stick to it .. actually i allocate the time to read my favourite romance storybook - Eclispe .. before i get to sleep ..

Today my post is music station .. Recently i found out a new music station ( dont know how new but it is new to me ) as i was searching for a eng music station ...The station that i meant here is Track fm .. heard of it ? When i listen for a while , i realised that , " that's it " .. this is the one station that i have been searching and paging for years .. The best part is there are not many advertisements .. So they continue to play songs very frequently .. if there is a break , it's only few minutes .. that's what i love .. And of course , the vital part is that it tunes in all my favourite songs .. i like the songs that have a simple and moderate rhythm / beats ...

Besides that , it has the information gallery .. it talks about important facts and some current issue so that we are up to date .. it is very important to know different kinds of stuffs in life .. it makes a person more knowledgable .. The DJ speaks very well - clear and fluent ......

In another case , i dont like ( hate ) person who break their promise .. Although they promise to do something , but they didnt do it .. they do not take it seriously .. in the future , they may suffer from it as a trustworthy person will be admired and respected especially in business field ..

Weekend

The exam is just 2 more weeks away .. so i planned to study Sej and Bio during this weekend .. usually on Sunday , my family will go out for shopping ,dinner , and others... so i dont really allocate much time for study on Sunday .. it is consider a relaxing day for my family... since they work so hard during weekdays .. Sunday is the best time to soothe their mind and prepare for another hectic week ..

When my second bro comes back , there will be more family outing .. It is for sure that my family will be going out as he doesnt come back every week ... There is also another advantage .. my mum will prepare better meals for us too ... On Sunday , my dad will bring us to better restaurant .. lolz .. but there are disadvantages too .. if he comes back during my exam week , i cant study much as i have to go out more often .. i cant use his room to study .. Thus i will try to manage my time properly so that it benefits all the time

My eldest bro has a " new friend " which is quite close to him.. you know what i mean :P .. thus i always tease him with that matter ^^ .. how about me ? do i have one ? havent yet .. no hurry.. i will start to find one when it is an appropriate time .. first love is also known as puppy love .. it is the first time so we may are not so experience in dealing with it .. nobody can teach you .. at some time , you will figure out the way to deal with it .. if i want to find one , she needs not to be perfect .. just need to fullfil some minimum requirements .. ^^

BacK

Sorry ~~ for not replying your messages . i couldnt online last few weeks as my connection was unstable .. due to the router ... then my CPU motherboard spoilt ( most important part in cpu i guess ) Since i have used the desktop for some time ( around 4 years ) .. i decided to ask my father's permission to buy a new CPU .. it is not the whole set .. just the CPU .. i have a technician who is willing to help me choose the parts of CPU without charging .. Thus , he customized an average CPU which i think quite good and at reasonable price .

I didnt buy the whole set as it would cost a lot and i have others - monitor , printer , speaker ... I also asked him to buy a router .. he chose a wireless router .. since the difference in price between wireless and cable is just rm 20 .. why not choose wireless ? He wanted to help my brother set up all the settings .. but my bro's laptop has a password .. he didnt want to disclose the password as there are a lot confidential things in it .. Now , he does not know how to set up .. so he connects the router with a cable to connect to streamyx .

Without internet , i spend more time on other activities .. i play basketball more often .. read more books .. watch more tv shows .. and a lot beneficial activities ..Usually , i online for more than 2 hours and sleep very late .. then next morning , i cant focus in the class .. But without internet , i was " force " to sleep earlier .. which i think help to improve my alertness .. i realise something very important !! i realised that if i sleep late , i will have flu the next morning .. it is true .. i guess my immune system weakens and more vulnerable to flu if i sleep late.. but my second bro who is studying medicine doesnt agree with that .. anyway , it helps ~~

My bro just bought a new desk at home .. he only uses it during weekend when he comes back from Malacca ( study medicine ) .. it is a lot more spacious compared to my table... so i will study in his room during weekdays ... when he comes back , he studies continuously .... as i study in his room , i have more tendency to study .. lolz .. i imitate my bros quite a lot .. last time , he watches WWE , basketball and listens to chinese songs .. i follow them .. the interest grows itself ... One doctor and one lawyer with multiple degree .. i guess i have to work harder to be on par with them ... They dont study much during high school education .. especially my eldest bro .. he can listen to song and study .. i cant do it as it will easily divert my attention to music and not studying .. My second bro is more hardworking ... He scored 8 A's in SPM which is quite good ......

SPM is just 4 more months away ... my headmaster came to my class yesterday .. guess what ? he summarised the overall result of the class .. he called out one by one and gave advice .. my result is ok .. so he didnt say much about it . he told us a story - which advise us to be moralist and smart ....in order to triumph in life .. he also told us to be filial ___ - obedient and respect our parents .. And i guess the main purpose for his arrival was to make sure that we sell all the coupon .. only rm 540 is collected from my class .. his target is rm 1800 ( each student buy rm 60 coupon) ......